I wanted to post one last Holiday photo. This is me, second from the left, and 3 of my TW friends, all "blinged out" at our TW Holiday party. The reason for this photo is two-fold.
First, I want a record of what I look like now. I am seriously going to get some weight off this year! There will be more posts about THAT subject as the year progresses, I'm sure!
Second, and most importantly, I want a visible reminder of what a really awesome day that was. I earned it as a reward for my efforts in my business. I loved it! I want that again!
You see, I have failed myself, my family, my team and my company. I have gone from my highest high, to a new low. I start this month with only one active consultant on my team. I am no longer in leadership in our organization. My self-esteem and my income are in the tank, folks! Worst part, I let it happen. Darn!
I will be using this photo to help me stay on track to rebuild. Kind of like "muscle memory", the feelings of that day, the recognition, the fun, the feeling of accomplishment, I hope will carry me through some challenging days ahead!
I'll probably be talking Tupperware a little more than I have previously. Not as a sales pitch, but as an integral part of my life. This is my livelihood, and I need to get it right, again! If you are offended or turned off by such talk, I apologize, and ask you to bear with me. Being able to write my thoughts here, is going to be a help to me. I hope you'll chime in when you have something to say. That will help me too!
Okay, enough of that! Let's all get on with the challenges and fun that life has for us in 2012!